Tuesday, June 05, 2001

Beautiful day today, a little cloudy, the green really comes out on days like this. I am amazed that I live in such a beautiful place on earth.
Babaji Full Moon meditation this morning at 5am. Very gentle and energetic. Had an incredible dream before the meditation, I was in the back seat of a car, my friend went inside a building, left the car's engine running, but parked. The car started driving itself in front of the building, first just moving a little bit backwards and forwards, then in circles. The car was so tiny that I couldn't get over the front seat to push the break, I was stretching but couldn't make it. A female cop was outside, pointing her gun at the car and being very excited generally. It was very hilarious! We got the car stopped finally, I think it just stopped by itself. Then, they took me back to my friends place, I shook the hand of the male cop, but the female cop went upstairs before I could shake her hand, so I waited downstairs. She didn't come down, so I just sat at a table, and talked to a very intense young woman with very intense eyes, looked like she had been up for a long time, she had a voice I sort of rememberd, but couldn't place it. She was talking about "The Idiots" and said that the furthest extent was having the family involved in middle part. I wanted to agree, but then noticed my parents at the table, so I didn't say anything. It was funny, they weren't there, then they were, I was bringing them in myself, holding myself back, internalized sociatel pressures. This is the current theme in my life now, breaking through these limitations.

Monday, June 04, 2001

Oh wow! This weekend I had tea and oranges with bill bissett one of Canada's most amazing poets! He's been a hero of mine for years, he's inspired me so much over the years, and I love love love his poetry (some of it is on my site). Wow!

Monday, May 28, 2001

Many strange dreams lately, very real dreams, bubbling to the surface. This happened months ago,
and the same things are bringing up the same dreams. Like a pot tightly covered, when the dreams are supressed, they come up later with much force. Now, getting to the gentle dreams, some very gentle and beautiful dreams lately. This morning, I woke up so happy from my dream, such a pleasant country dream, staying at a house in the country, visiting a quiet shop/restaurant and talking to gentlepersons.

Thursday, May 24, 2001

Oh dear. A month without any updates! That just won't do!

Tuesday, May 01, 2001

Hanging out with Spencer, talking some wild theories about the nature of time and how to represent in film. Lots of cool things.

Saturday, April 28, 2001

mmmmm... aromatheraphy bath... reading 2001 and having a blue stress relief bath. Life is sweet.
Busy day, even though it's the weekend, getting stuff *done*.


Reinstalled Windows 2000 on Vayu, made yummy omlettes with bacon, went and bought the new Sheila Chandra, This Sentence is True, loaded up on Escents soaps (Tea Tree mostly, but also Mint Eucalyptus and Siam Spice), had coffee with Melissa, made a huge pot of chili and installed a whole bunch of software on Vayu. Listening to Sheila Chandra now, it is very awesome.

Thursday, April 26, 2001

Truth, Love, Simplicity. Love. Service.
Yeeee haw! emrctg lives!


emrctg = Enumerated Mountain Rule to build Contigs

Wednesday, April 25, 2001

Solar Eclipse vs.
Lunar Eclipse
Origami beetles yay! Paper beetles!
Working working working.

Thursday, April 19, 2001

sness is back and there's gonna be some trouble!!!


(sang to the tune of "my boyfriend's back")

Wednesday, April 18, 2001

Yay! It compiles and doesn't segfault! Now, tomorrow, check the output and make the data
structure more funky so that it resembles real contig/clone data. Wow, that was a one to fit the
brain around, let me tell YOU! :)

Tuesday, April 17, 2001

Wow, had an intense holiday. I'm almost always more tired at the end of the holiday than the beginning, I always do a lot of internal work, and it's tiring. If you want to hear what I did, you'll have
to wait for the short book entitled My Holydays or Deep in the belly, in the belly of the earth.
Referencing the last post, I don't know why I got a deja-vu from that code window, I don't think I've seen anything like that before, it's just a sness occurrence. Like all things sness, hard to quantify, and even harder to wrap your head around. Ah sness. :)
Reasons it's good to be sness #102033


You get a deja-vu's from looking at this


Back at work.

Friday, April 06, 2001

Hail Eris, Hack Linux! ;)